// july retrospection //

diary entries from july 2014:

// july 1st, 2014 //

sun. breeze. sun-dried hair. water. friends. cold lemonade. starry night. sleep.

// july 3rd, 2014 //

today was a day of mixed emotions. mostly, why am i here? i feel pointless. what should i do? i wander around wanting to do nothing. we live. we die. generation after generation.

// july 8th, 2014 //

chin up, beautiful. tomorrow's a brand-new day with no mistakes in it. God has saved you from the depths of hell. there is no need to cry.

// july 9th, 2014 //

friendship is sweet. and life is short. so cultivate the flower. and enjoy the view.

// july 21st, 2014 //

have you ever rested your foot on a cat and felt the vibration of his purr run up your leg to your heart? have you ever closed one eye and saw the distinct lines of nature disappear and the colors and shapes collide into a beautiful mess? have you ever plucked a blueberry with your teeth because your arms are full of freshly dug potatoes? i have.

// july 22nd, 2014 //

"everyone's filling me up with noise. i don't know what they're talking about. you see, all i need's a whisper in a world that only shouts." you don't know how true that is. someday. someone. will whisper to me.

pictures taken by eva. 1-22-15

// july 23rd, 2014 //

tell me the story of the wolf who loved the moon. but knew that it was for naught. for he was mortal, but she wasn't. and so he mourned every night for the love he did not posses. and if you listen. you can still hear him. 

// july 26th, 2014 // 

an ombre sky of blue. with stars, peaking out of the abyss. 

<3 eva

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she was free in her wildness. she was a wanderess, a drop of free water. 

she belonged to no man and to no city.

-roman payne