// turn the page; part ii //

but sometimes letting go

is one of the most 

painful

saddening 

lonely

deeds,

you'll ever do. 

via

its like someone playing solemn chords on the piano,

while you watch a part of you drift into the abyss.

gone 

to live on 

only 

in your memories.

<3 eva 

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the sun will rise and we will try again
- twenty one pilots | via

// turn the page //

it is through experience that we learn

LIFE CHANGES IN A HEART BEAT.

one minute everything is like you've always known;

you love it, and you cling to this familiarity.

but then a new day dawns

and

between the rising and the setting of that sun,

things change.

a leaf turns in the wind, and you start a new chapter.

dreams fade; or turn into new ones.

moments turn into memories.

your priorities take on a new look

and you wonder what happened to the life you went to bed with

the night before.

how could the rising and the setting of the sun do so much?

how can you feel the gears in your brain moving, shifting, changing?

it's slightly terrifying, but in a way it's freeing.

like a weight is lifted off your shoulders and the worry of holding onto the past

IS GONE.

<3 eva

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"i'm still learning"
-michelangelo, age 87 // via pinterest

// words of mine //

i bet you were all expecting a sappy sentimental post about the new year, weren't you?

about the death of 2015 and the birth of 2016, the year of opportunities...

yeah, well that previous sentence is the closest we're going to get. ;)

so be thankful.

{unless of course you don't like posts like that. in which case... be thankful}

the reason for the lack of posts is due to other projects such as:

i. school + piano 

ii. my magazine

iii. life

here's a list of things i have discovered since the dawn of the new age:

I. everything in life has a rhythm

II. florence + the machine
i'm not sure why i like her yet, 
i just do.

III. senior year is inspiring as heck

IV. senior year is busy as heck

V. if you make time for something, amazing progress can be made.

VI. while change is exciting it can also be frightening and intimidating.

VII. learning to drive is fun <3

VIII. i love lists and twenty-one pilots.
oh wait. that's not new

IX. a lot, and i mean a lot, can happen in a year.

X. christmas kind of makes me broke?
i think i need to stop finding such expensive gifts.

XII. right when you think you've got everything planned perfectly,
God shows you He's the one who plans your life. He's in control, not me.

XIII. i love discovering new music, books, friends, routines.
little changes such as those give everyday life a fresh perk.


i don't even know what this post is.
but its been too long since i've typed out words on this blog.

stay alive, my friends |-/

-eva
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"we're all so desperate to be understood,
we forget to be understanding."
-unknown | via